On a Journey thats stretching for time.  

Do you see the rush of grass, infinity of nature

Feel the light across your face?

Or are you like me.

Thinking about something else.

Someone.

Who doesn’t know. Or care.

Tthoughts to block out the droning,

moaning and grumbling.

Of the Train journey.

How misfitting.

Isn’t ‘uni’ the ‘dice’ that makes you tired? I wonder what my score will be this time. I wonder how many dominoes I will down but the cycle of  ‘no sleep’-studio-’no sleep’   is a bit like tequila cocktail that won’t go down.

My tears fill the creases like a Rivine.

I don’t wanna let my hair down anymore.

The relief pours through aching cracks and there is something to be sure of once again.

I can’t believe, through no valid reason that I let my learners permit slip till I am 21. I am 20 at the moment but in 4 months I am goinn to be 21 and only just started taking driving lessons? What the hell? My procrastination and negativity pains me. It’s slowly withering away though….I just have this debt to pay off with getting to my learners permit and to suck up a late affair.

It’s not that I mind getting it late, it bother me that I did not have a good reason to delay it. All because I did not want to read the book, but have a stubborn streak of perfectionism that demands I do things ‘properly’  so I was not going to sit the test until I read through the book?